It is going

It is going well here. Like in life probably. And ... it is life. Everyday. Like i thought before coming to US, life was going on there, and now, life won't start, after i come back to Ukraine with (or without) money. It is happening at the moment. When you have, and when you have no choices. When you can trade internet surfing to time with friends, or when there is time to work only. Even when u r sleepy, and thinking only about bed and pillow, life is happening. Don't wait for the pillow, live it now!

Just thought of it when was at work. Second summer. Others peoples moods influence you, and you cant wait until workday ends, but there is whole lot more, if you kick those thoughts away.

This week it is plenty of time, bad for me, cause i kind of need hours, to earn some money and such, and i expect it to be less than 40 hours. But God keeps it in His hands, and i am not worried, if this work does not work out, will try to find something else, need to wait though, but dont want these shupid factors take the focus out of a life.

Another big Q remains. Living life. Why? How? What for?... Well, still digging : )

Max